Why everything would end up become like this ? I don't want u know ? Today morning i waited for him to come bac , so long .. ): From morning 9+ i wait till 2+ , he called . I was happy at the very moment . I was like " oh yes , he finally called ! "But just after that minute , sad thing comes . He talk using an emo sound .. ): Then he keep saying wanna put down the phone . Using reason saying that he was busy , or wanna bath .. ): I keep don't let him put down the phone , because i know he would use those time to think of some stupid things .. ): So ..after some quiet minute , he finally talked . He said ' wanna take a rest ? " (Break) When i heard dis , my heart was damn pain ! D; I keep said don't want , then he keep forcing me to say what i want then ..I really don't know so i said i don't know ..But he shouted "don't keep say you don't know , can anot ? Don't keep dragging this problem , why don't you just say what you want then everything just settle at one short !"..My heart felt sour sour pain pain like this , at this very moment .. ): But i still trying to drag drag drag , till i said "can don't do anything to this relationship ? Just continue like this ?" But still he choose to do something . No choice .. ): Till night i then know one more person have know what i had do to this relationship .. ): Seems like whole world had already known . ): I ask to view this person blog , but i go this person blog is nt to see her face is another person face . OMG ! She is really chio !! Can say things bad behind me , as she had know what i had done . And some more she is his friend . ): Am i really wrong ? Can somebody tell me ? i know my looks sucks , why still go say people buang ? Im not better than anyone .. ): I don't want this problem to keep following me !! I just don't want him to go .. ): I just want the time back , which is 2 months ago . ): What is so difficult ? I know it is too difficult for him to stay in a relationship like this . So im trying to change , can give me some times ? God ! Who can help me ? s0bs ...D; I cried . Darling , don't cry every night for me anymore , not worth it . I should be the one who was crying .. ):

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There are a total of 20 girls in 1N2's class.
We really love our class so much (:
All the teachers , are so kind & caring
We are alway together , we help each another like sisters.
& never leave each another~
Our class really hate bitches & backstabbers !!
So don anyhow play play !!
Here are the names of the girls
1) Dena Chen Bao Qi
2) Eleen Ow Yong Hui Min
3) Emily Eleena
4) Emily Ow Yong Hui Xian
5) Heng Wan Qing
6) Iswariyah
7) Jeminma
8) Khoo Li Jia
9) Kimberly Lim Hui Xuan
10) Ng Su Ying
11) Atikah
12) Zafirah
13) Roleen Oh Lou Ling
14) Shantisai
15) Samantha Tan Yu-Lan
16) Guan Zhi Ling Sharon
17) Zahilrah
18) Tan Pei Ru
19) Wu Nan

{♥}everlasting Friendship
{♥}Sisters forever
{♥}Get High marks in Common tests
{♥}Less Homework
{♥}Less B!tches in class
{♥}No Broken friendship
{♥}Play with each another
{♥}help each another when some1 need helps
{♥}new Friends
{♥}More happiness in class
{♥}Not falling sick ( H1V1)
{♥}B1TCH
{♥}beloved friends
{♥}Work as a team

Poker face ; Insomnia ; Just Dance ; Boys Boys Boys ; Vanity ; Dance Up ; Eh Eh {♥}

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